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May. 21st, 2006

lux lux lux lux lux lux lux lux lux

May. 9th, 2006

Sa peau était très douce...

les insectes se cognent entre les murs

Cruel reality

Je suis seule comme une conne
Avec mon

Apr. 8th, 2006

I'm sweating liquor

I wear the glasses of the blind
You, you embrace these wet corpses
He hunks because he's lonely
We are the actors of these erotic plays

What the fuck am I doing here?

Mar. 26th, 2006

that cigar is too big for your mouth, love


or something like it.

Friday evening. Glitters, enough hairspray to fuck up the ozon layer, spanky pants smoking cigars, feet-murderous heels and sea biscuit hair...Yes, it was corny, very very corny. I tried not to eat much because of the nausea caused by all the cornyness and fake joy and compliments thrown from girls to girls. I'm surprised I wasn't drunk.

Hey, I did it all for the shopping.

Mar. 21st, 2006


Politiek: fabeltjeskrant voor "volwassenen"
Gelukkig bestaat er nog een Hogere Wijsheid!

Mar. 11th, 2006

Who cares about Darfur anyway?

Feeling useless in front of such horror, the only thing I can do is stand still at the thought of people being in pain. Just realising there are people dying while I'm shopping for my prom dress.
And it hurts. It really does. I can honestly say I understand their pain, cause I've been there. The exact same situation, only ten time worse.

We all know it is happening, but we choose to close our eyes .

It is far from our reality. Just ignorant Africans killing each other. But hey, who cares? It's in Africa, where the population is already to large anyway, right?

If anybody wants to feel good about themselves, send food over to Darfur instead of hugging trees with Greenpeace people.

I would post pictures to make you see the horror if only I could stand the view of those kinds of pictures. But I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to sleep for a week or two...

But go see for yourself...

Mar. 10th, 2006

Cabrel 94 vs Floyd 06

Neons of Cabrel back from '94
Same darkness, same rain
Other age, other demons

Loving souls on four wheels
Lightnings of melancholy
Floyd blowing lonelyness in my organs
Thanks for pointing out I'm single

Mar. 4th, 2006

See how quickly twisted it becomes...

Yesterday was fun. I went to a bar near my house with the girls. Just very cosy....and Sex-and-the-city-ish. While talking to them I realised it was true: Girls do talk more freely about sex than guys.

We went on and on about the first time, positions, blowjobs and stuff like that. It was like talking about a new pair of shoes! I. learning C. how to blow a guy, N telling us how many guys she had sex with.

We were surrounded with old people (old meaning over 30). I remember the look on that grandpa's face when I told the girls I had kissed M last week. The girls freaked out. Not because I had kissed a girl, but because I had did it with the One We Hate The Most. I was drunk. OK! Anyway...they told me I should have kissed one of them, if was about to kiss a girl anyway. But they weren't at the party. Did I mention that M kissed Me and not the other way around? Plus, I was drunk!!!! Very drunk. Yeah, playing Spin the Bottle with The One We Hate The Most wasn't such a good idea.

Mar. 2nd, 2006

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Since I've decided to somehow make friends on LJ, it's maybe time post other things than pictures of South African Boers or poems of Rimbaud.
It is a journal after all.

Fuck hell my back hurts. I've worked 9 hours in the shop today.I thought the cat was gonna eat me up.
That cat really scares the shit out of me. Every time I go to the loo, I'm afraid he's gonna jump on me, mistaking me for a goddamn mouse.

Well that was pretty much the highlght of my boring day at work. Ow wait, there was this guy. The weirdest I've ever seen. He asked me to write down something. And I actually did it....no questions asked. And then I asked him wether he maybe wanted to buy something and he said: NO!
...well that was a post-itt wasted!

Couldn't sleep last night. I kept thinking about Nathan. Why? Must get him out of my head, got to stop flirting with him. He's a No-No. He's too short for me...

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